14 January, 2025 07:07

Mr Blank like every person was not always an adult. Born, raised, lived a life before.

One his favorite memories that he sometimes shared – depending on circumstances is as follows.

As very young child, somewhere under the age of 10, he had the opportunity and previledge of meeting his mom’s grandmother – his great grandmother.

Probably the oldest person he had met.

Also – and you have to understand that memories reported from the age before 10 are probably to be utterly discounted. However since Mr Blank may or may not be real, but most definitely is, this is how he recalls the set-up.

She was quite short – Mr Blank recalls and if he was under 10, so she must have been "really" short. And indeed she was probably 4ft 10in. Maybe.

Had these sharpe blue eyes, and served Mr Blank and his older brother deserts before dinner. I mean – she was a great grandmother and that was her right.

Also there was this fur coat she had in her closet. And this is the main subject of the memory. Mr Blank and his brother would run in and out and called it "big bear".

Now, was this a real fur coat – much later Mr Blank was told it was not real fur. But at the time it felt like real fur of an animal. I am guessing that Mr Blank never saw a real bear – but dogs have fur, and they had a family dog.

Anyway, so they would run in and out of the closet yelling about Big bear.

One day, much later, but not too much, Mr Blanks mom wakes up Mr Blank and his brother to tell them that her grandmother – his great grand mother had died.

It was the first time in Mr Blanks life that someone he knew / met had died, and being so young, did not understand at all what that meant.

Somehow later the Big bear fur coat was gifted to him and his brother and it stayed in Mr Blanks closet in his room.

Now comes the part that Mr Blank swears happened. Although probably did not.

In fact he has been told to simply not repeat the story as people might get upset or think he is not stable / normal.

But what does it matter? He is anyone and no one so do not get too invested.

At or around 13 – 14 Mr Blank was alone, and scared. The world just was so big. All he had was his books and a friend.

All seemed lost and well, there is a spirtual world. Ancient traditional judaism – heck every faith system says there is an other side. The world of spirits / souls.

The Talmud speaks openly about it.

All peoples buried their dead with objects for the travel. Greeks, Vikings, Egyptians, ancient Aztec, everyone – everywhere.

But somehow along the way "we" collectively decided it does not exist.

Insights, hunches, sixth sense we still acknowledge. Momentum in sports games.

Prayer. People pray. People go to graves of people to say words.

No one thinks that is strange or the person needs counseling. But Mr Blank? He mentions that his great grandmothers spirit came to talk?

Apparently only Mr Blank is the one who needs help. Not the billions of Christians who pray, not the muslims, not the Jews, not the Indian to Vishna. Only little ol Mr Blank gets told it did not happen.

By religious people. People who read the Talmud which is full of such experiences. People who read Torah, Tenach.

Two humans of flesh and blood stopped the sun. King Saul talked to the dead.

A donkey speaks in the Torah.

Yet Mr Blank gets told to never share this story.

So, anyway, the entire point , Mr Blank relates is that some people – and apparently not too many are tuned into a different channel sometimes.

Do not be afraid of the channel is what he told me.