29 May, 2024 18:19

not to be a "downer"…. but… — we look really shitty. Both to ourselves and to the world. fighting a justified war with our hands tied to 100s of billions in US trade ; the "worlds" opinion… meanwhile our hostages die more and more each day. lost souls to our incompentance ; inability to say to our sugar daddy [USA] … fuck off. no war in all of history has been fought like this. total and utter shit show. hamas knew all this.. they knew all our weaknesses, our locations of the observation ; the party ; they knew we would / must "go in" deeper and deeper into their nest… with the accidental death count daily growing… their women and children would die and no matter what, we’d be blamed. everything they wanted they got. and it goes on. with every day… growing numbers in Israel call for Bibi to step down ; shouting for more harediim to join [always a good time to bring up internal sour points]; day passes to night and night passes to day… with no actual progress.. just more dead on our side. more lives thrown to their nest. And we "must" keep going. to stop would make it all truly havel .. I want to just scream at everyone and everything. I want to cry and cry to no more … —- so of course along the way, the torah says . .. "do not scratch yourself or tear your hair out in grief". God always finds a way to deliver the daily dose of balance. Yet what good does that little thought do for those in the tunnels????